WOW!!!

Think ill definatly get back into this blogging thing....im just over sharing little things on facebook, if your really interested in whats going on in our lives you'll check this. Im on this new effort in my life to start keeping some things between the people i think really wanna hear it. Not just me talking and them almost tuning me out...i see it, i notice, and im just kind of over those feelings!
So life is definatly happening, where do i even begin? Im not to sure, so this may be a jumbled mess!! Anywho, so a couple weeks back we went to the bank to discuss getting a personal loan to cover the cost of IVF in May. After pulling our credit the branch manager said he didnt feel there would be any problem with us receiving the loan! So were just kind of running with that!!!
So after one more account is paid off in April we will be heading to the bank to get our check! Our May period i will begin the BCP's, and then my injections : (!!!! Late June we will do our Egg Retrieval, and early July will be our Egg Transfer!!!!! We are beyond nervous about this new journey but cant be more excited about being on it!
Our pre-Ivf testing begins this week, and carrys on through May, We have an IVF class on April 17th, really excited to go to that, think it will make it more of reality for me....i am just terrified of giving myself shots 3 times a day!! Not exactly ideal for me, since im a woose and afraid of needles.
Theres also the fear of it not working the first time, even with how optimistic our Dr. is. If it doesnt work we'll have to wait about 6 months to be able to afford it again. Which sucks but it is what it is! Theres also the fear of miscarriage, but being on the progesterone and b. aspirin may help prevent that. Just saying a lot of prayers and trying to be positive, definatly praying for nothing to go wrong with the bank, otherwise this will not be happening!!!